I get $88K by working fulltime for $X months. Getting $44K _for free_ and then also having an entire fulltime of availability to work on a project is quite a gamechanger.
How can you spend $44K on a project and live off of it at the same time, in the latter case where someone handed you the money?
And if you are saving $44K per year, why can't you work for two years and then take one year off, having both $44K to live on and $44K to spend on a project?
And finally, didn't this start with a $44K loan, not a gift?
If you make $88K then you can have $44K to blow just by only spending $44K, like the people who only make $44K anyway.
(Yes, yes, ignoring taxes)