I suggest seeking out therapists who work with veterans and do MDMA Assisted Therapy. Search around and ask for them. The MDMA will shut of your amygdala for 7 hours so you can have long talks with the therapists without your body experiencing fear/anxiety. You'll be able to efficiently get through talking about your traumatic experiences and experience a healthy reconnection with the therapists while in a peaceful state full of endorphins and oxytocin. You'll reconnect with the good inside yourself and humanity. I resolved my PTSD diagnosis this way and it gor me back on track.
With Elon Musk giving millions of dollars to support far-right politics, every purchase of his products supports said causes. Anyone who wants to live in a better world is advised to boycott anything he touches.
Having said that, if the multiple recalls ultimately cost more than the vehicle's profit margins, is it responsible to purchase them to decrease his amount of dollars available for that cause?